ever heard of the 'hanging garden'?

-rock and a hard place-

The fields of Eden
Are full of trash
And if we beg and we borrow and steal
We'll never get it back
People are hungry
They crowd around
And the city gets bigger as the country comes begging to town
We're stuck between a rock
And a hard place
Between a rock and a hard place
This talk of freedom
And human rights
Means bullying and private wars and chucking all the dust into our eyes
And peasant people
Poorer than dirt
Who are caught in the crossfire with nothing to lose but their shirts
Stuck between a rock
And a hard place
Between a rock and a hard place
You'd better stop put on a kind face
Between a rock and a hard place
We're in the same boat
On the same sea
And we're sailing south
On the same breeze
building dream bridges
With silver spires
And our rogue children
Are playing loaded dice
Give me truth now
Don't want no sham
I'd be hung drawn and quartered for a sheep just as well as a lamb
Stuck between a rock
And a hard place
Between a rock and a hard place
You'd better stop
Put on a kind face
Can't you see what you've done to me

-rolling stones-

not-so-new toy + me.
not-so-new toy = big, awesome, and pretty.
me = loosing weights, awe-full, and over exposed.


present tense.

Do you see the way that tree bends?
Does it inspire?
Leanin' out to catch the sun's ray
A lesson to be applied
Are you getting something out of this?
All encompassing trip

You can spend your time alone
Redigesting past regrets, Oh
Or you can, come to terms and realize
You're the only one who cannot forgive yourself, Oh
Makes much more sense to live in the present tense

Have you ideas on how this life ends?
Checked your hands and studied the lines?
Have you the belief that the road ahead
Ascends off into the light?

Seems that needlessly it's gettin' harder
To find an approach and a way to live
Are we gettin' something out of this
All encompassing trip

You can spend your time alone
Redigesting past regrets, Oh
Or you can come to terms and realize
You're the only one who cannot forgive yourself, Oh
Ah, makes much more sense to live in the present tense

Pearl Jam

she want to be an ambasador, and i couldn't find a single correct word or sentence to say to her. and i cant believe that i'm writing this down. too cute to forget. maybe i'll meet her again one day. small world aight?? who knows..

tribute.. thank you Mariana for capturing these images.




" Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career.
Choose a family.Choose a fucking big television,
choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players
and elecrtical tin openers. Choose good health, low
cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest
mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose
your friends. Choose leisureware and matching luggage.
Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchasein a range
of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck
are you on sunday morning. Choose sitting on the couch
watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows,
stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting
away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable
home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish,
fucked up brats u spawned to replace yourself.
Choose your future. Choose life."

bosan... so i went to St. Giles..
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Today's the Macy's Day Parade
Night of the living dead is on its way
With a credit report for duty call
It's a lifetime guaranteed
Stuffed in a coffin "10 % more free"
Red light special at the mausoleum

When I was a kid I thought
I wanted all the things that I haven't got
Oh but I learned the hardest way
Then I realized what it took
To tell the difference between
thieves and crooks
when all along it was me and you

Give me something that I need
Satisfaction guaranteed to you
What's the consolation prize?
Economy sized dreams of hope
Because I'm thinking about
a brand new hope
The one I've never known
Cause now I know
It's all that I wanted
And I'm thinking 'bout
the only road
The one I've never known
And were it goes

(Greenday's macy's day parade..)

bored... with my guitar..(her name is babe..). these photos are for these lyric....



I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it needs sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps
I don't know why nobody told you how to unfold your love
I don't know how someone controlled you
They bought and sold you.

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps
I don't know how you were diverted
You were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted
No one alerted you.

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
Look at you all...
Still my guitar gently weeps
-- The Beatles --

family day.. more of a mob family day.. we were like mafia's : just doing our stuff at Oxford University park..

Sweetness.

If you're listening.
Sing it back.
String from your tether unwinds.
Up and outward (but only) to bind.
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me.
Are you listening?
Sing it back.
So tell me what do I need when the words lose their meaning.
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me.
Yeah, stumble until you crawl.
Sinking into sweet uncertainty.
If you're listening.
Are you listening?
Sing it back.
I'm still running away.
I won't play your hide and seek game.
I was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me.
What a dizzy dance.
This sweetness will not be concerned with me.
No the sweetness will not be concerned with.
--Jimmy Eat World--

mesian day in glasgow.. congrats to mesian in glasgow for this joyfull events.. (didnt have much time to "jalan-jalan" in glasgow.. maybe i'll come back next time..). & here's something to go with the pictures...

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the tree
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when the day is done
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Yeah freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good

---feeling good by muse---

saje jek..

Today seems like a good day to burn a bridge or two
The one with old wood creaking that would burn away right on cue
I try to be not like that but some people really suck
Some people need to get the axing chalk it up to bad luck

I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid of getting bored
She's always running from something so many things ignored
I might do that stuff if it didn't make me feel like shit
I'm on some old reality tip so many trips in it

Beautiful disaster-----------------------
Flyin' down the street again
I tried to keep up
You wore me out and left me ate up
Now I wish you all the luck
You're a butterfly in the wind without a care
A pretty train crash to me and I can't care
I do I don't whatever

I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid of getting bored
She's always running from something so many things ignored
I try to be not like this but I thought it'd make a good song
There's nothing to see shows over people just move along

Beautiful disaster
Flyin' down the street again
I tried to keep up
You wore me out and left me ate up
Now I wish you all the luck
You're a butterfly in the wind without a care
A pretty train crash to me and I can't care
I do I don't whatever

beautiful disaster by 311..

went into the woods instead of camping near the lake....

Now I'm lost
last night I heard lepors
flinch like birth defects
it's musk was fecal in origin
as the words dribbled off of its chin
it said I'm lost
I'm lost
now I'm lost
dolls wreck the minced meat of pupils
cast in oblong arms length
the hooks have been picking their scabs
where wolves hide in the company of men
it said
I'm lost
I'm lost
now I'm lost
are you peaking in the red
perforated at the neck
what of this mongrel architect
a broken arm of sewers set
past present and future tense
clipside of the pinkeye fountain
now I'm lost
it's been said
long time ago
you'll be the first and last to know
you'll never know

Inertiatic ESP.........